Why do we have “bad thoughts”? Seems counter-productive to survival, doesn’t it? I mean, we have these thoughts that cause…
So overwhelmed
Things are getting very real. Since the breakup with my girlfriend, the muddy water of the future has started to…
(Still) Trying to Navigate the Pain
My girlfriend and I are officially over. This is very difficult for me as it was her choice to end…
Trying to Navigate the Pain
My girlfriend has now been out of the house for 4 days. Not permanently. Just what she says is “needing…
When it rains, it monsoons…
It has been a little while since I have updated you guys on where I am at. I am not…
Knowing When It’s Over?
I have not written in a while and I am not sure why. For those that follow this, an update…
There is no spoon….I mean Control
Today I had the epiphany that I have needed…there is no such thing as “control”. Not easy for someone with…
So much anxiety
That’s my life lately. Anxious, anxious, anxious. It just never seems to end. I HATE being dependent on a pill…
Thought I had turned the corner
The last 2 days have been great. Not that anything special happened. I just had a lot more energy than…
